purest of a kind.

i have never been this tired for so damn long.
goodness me.
gosh.
but nessa should blog about the wonderful day she had yesterday.

oh yes.
nessa left school early.
to have lunch with jared.
oh whee!
and we went to pastamania to have yummy yummy food.
and creamy pasta.
haha.
but jared could not finish his food.
and i had to finish for him.
such a dumb boy.
he was rushing me to leave cuase he needed to meet marcus.
when m dear friend called sean was still at home when he said that we would meet at two and that he won't be late all.
i don't believe in that all.

sean was 20 mins late!
and marcus ended up not coming to meet jared.
stupid right?
made us wait so long all.
and so,
we were on the train.
the three of us.
when jared realised that he lost his tickets and he had to go all the way back home to find them.
did you find them?
oh yes he did.

so, precious and i went to my place when he decided that he was hungry and bought so much of food.
we were supposed to go to cathay and watch movie all.
but i don't know why.
we ended up not watching.
and we watched a dvd in my house.
and i fell asleep.
and trust me.
you don't want to fall asleep with him anywhere near you.
cause he has the weirdest way of waking people up.
haha.
and since we ate so damn much.
he has alot of fattiness by the way.
haha.
only we both know what i'm talking about.
haha.
we couldn't have expensive food for dinner.
haha.

marcus is a idiot.
i swear.
haha.
could almost kill him.
make us rush when we still have to wait for his friends.
anyway.
we ended up at the gig.

the bands before jared's band.
well.
thay suck.
like seriously.
silence of gabriel and god knows what band after that.
gosh.
i have no idea what they were singing.
so we weren't really hopeful when it came to jared's band.
but i was clearly surprised.
haha.
i think they were the only band with a good response.
haha.
and the moshies were horrible.
like.
oh please.
the place was so bloody small.
and you sill want to mosh.
any respect for the band?
like hell no!
and jared dedicated a song to sean.
haha.
but i don't know why he had to say my name also.
so embarassing la please.
anyway.
jared's band, life of controversy.
had a pretty good set.
well son.
all i have to say is.
I'M DAMN FREAKING PROUD OF YOU LA!
i know it isn't easy to perform infront of so many people with horrible moshies and a really bad sound system.
but all in all.
you guys were better than the rest.
trust me.
its not easy being the bassist and the lead singer all at the same time.
i'm really really proud of you.

anyway.
so we left after jared's set.
and we wanted to play pool.
but i don't know why.
we can't seem to decide on anything.
but i wanted to eat ice cream.
and since sean is mr anything.
we wanted to go swensens and eat.
but then they are already closed by the time we were there.
like.
what the hell!
so i was at a loss.
and mr anything wasn't much of a help.
haha.
so I decided to go to cafe cartel to eat yummy ice cream.
and on the way there.
someone decided to feel a need to teach me how to walk properly.
can you bloody hell believe it?
i don't walk properly is it?
haha.
and he was acting all gay and pretending to be a model.
haha.
funny thing.

the train we boarded was so freaking smelly.
it smelled like the mixture of period and fart.
haha.
thank god it was only one stop.

i really believe in yummy ice cream that comes in the form of MISSISSIPPI MUDPIE.
haha.
and yummy drinks like my aloha soda and oreo frappachino!
i got high on the plenty amout of chocolate and the sugar thingy in the ice cream.
what was that again?
molasses of something.
haha.
and i just had to order a salad.
cause it looked really yummy on the menu.
haha.
nessa is a sucker for good looking stuff on the menu.
haha.
and we had to rush for the last train.

gosh.
alot of stupid things happened la.
haha.
like how nessa loves to just fall down.
when someone takes it upon himself to teach her how to walk properly.
haha.
but i'm too lazy to type more.

i'll put in a song.
jared dedicated it to you on my behalf.
well.
let me dedicate this one to you officially then.

i never dreamt it be this way.
i lost any chance for me to say.
to say that i miss you.
to say that i love you.
will someone please tell me i'm okay.
i wasn't prepared for whats to come.
a life made of memories gone so young.
and now i'm regretting all i've done.
but in your heart know that i'm with you all along.
where ever you go i will be waiting.
where ever you go i will be there.
what ever it take i'll make your darkest day so bright.
i'm in your heart tonight.
i never thought that this could go.
and take me away from all i know.
and leave me to think i'm on my own.
but your love will take me, you were the one.
who sat through nights
you held me tight.
and made sure i'm okay.
and i thank you for that love you gave to me.
and if i should fall i know you're waiting.
and if i should fall i know you're there.
if ever you cry jsut know i'm in your heart tonight.

anyway.
i'm at jared's house eating yummy cheesy pizza that looks like this.


and now.
like after 5 mins.
and i haven't taken a bite.
it looks like this.


now you all know what a greedy boy jared is.
i better go and have some now.
if not i'll have none left.
haha.



goodbye and goodnight.